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Myopic
We built telescopes capable of photographing the afterglow of creation itself — ancient light crossing thirteen billion years of expanding darkness simply to arrive here, to astonishment.
Yet children now learn the taste of wildfire smoke before algebra.
Myopia is not blindness.
It is the refusal to look long enough.
We looked outward before learning how to look ahead.
So we measure existence in quarters and percentages: stock markets climbing with the temperature, election cycles compressing history into four-year fragments while glaciers loosen themselves into dark water.
The species that named quasars still cannot imagine a world not powered by burning things.
Summer arrives incorrectly now.
October wearing April's temperature. Bees waking too early into air with nothing left to pollinate. Birdsong thinning at dawn. The trees uncertain when to sleep
And somewhere a minister appears on television speaking calmly about economic necessity while a teacher repairs a classroom globe with tape peeling at the equator.
Children learn branding before ecology. Advertisements interrupt documentaries about extinction. Consumption staged beneath artificial light. Perfect fruit crosses oceans to rot untouched in supermarket bins.
Outside, reservoirs shrink into cracked geometry. The asphalt softens in heat. Forests breathe smoke for weeks at a time, their blackened trunks standing upright like a language nobody translated quickly enough.
Entire species vanish quietly — not with cinematic catastrophe, but with fewer wings against windows each passing summer.
Summer nights grow quieter each year. Even the moths seem unconvinced by the light.
Still, the scientists continue in careful voices: graph after graph, equation after equation, trying to translate collapse into something governments might finally hear.
Not conquerors. Not prophets. Just people disciplined enough to let reality contradict them.
Science — the sound of certainty learning its limits.
The universe remains larger than ideology, larger than markets, larger than the childish belief that consumption can continue forever simply because spreadsheets say it should.
We discovered that every atom in our blood was forged inside stellar collapse.
We measured the temperatures of distant stars while our own oceans quietly developed fevers. Because to understand a thing deeply should mark it harder to destroy.
Instead, economies devour tomorrow to keep today comfortable. We drill deeper into oceans. Clear ancient forests for grazing land and highways. Wrap convenience in layers of plastic designed to outlive their usefulness by centuries. Teach children competition before coexistence.
Cargo ships drag entire cities of light across black water at midnight. Data centres hum all night to sustain our appetite for distraction.
The future has always suffered from a lack of voting rights.
Perhaps that is the truest form of human myopia: mistaking immediacy for importance.
We scroll through wildfires with our thumbs. Watch floodwater carrying bicycles, photographs, children's toys. Order disposable comforts while coral reefs bleach ghost-white beneath warming tides.
Not monsters.
Just clever animals fatally addicted to short-term comfort.
This is what makes it unbearable.
We know.
We have seen the Earth from the distance of the moon — borderless, blue, fragile enough to vanish behind a human thumb.
Astronauts returned speechless from that vision. Scientists spent decades trying to hand us the feeling intact — not merely the data, but the humility.
Look, they said. Look how small this is. Look how rare.
But nations still argue over whose responsibility it is to stop the house from burning.
Meanwhile cities breathe through smoke-filtered lungs. Even the rain feels industrial now.
And still, somewhere tonight, a child balances a cheap telescope against a bedroom window while heat lightning flickers silently above distant fields.
She learns that galaxies collide slowly that light survives impossible distances, that curiosity itself is a form of moral courage.
Then she lowers the telescope.
And for the first time, really looks at the tree outside her house — half its leaves missing in July, one branch dead from the inside out, ants carrying pale eggs upward as floodwater gathers in the roots.
Tomorrow, in school, she will still be taught how economies grow.
But nobody will explain why the bees are disappearing.
Nobody will tell her that the great tragedy of our species was never ignorance.
Only the failure to let knowledge change us.
We were simply too small-souled for the size of our knowledge.
And somewhere above her, the stars continue expanding in perfect silence, without needing us to survive.
— Lilith